So here are some poems I've written:

Mostly about my ex & family;
When I was mad @ them, so all of these poems are dark or depressing.

Don't think I'm a kid that hates life -
Writing is just the way I vent out my anger.

& Wendy wanted to read some - plus she made the Newspaper!
http://spocgirl.bravejournal.com/ 

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Left your wounds uncut
You left your self-uncut
But I can see the blood coming out your eyes and through your heart.

You didn't want to cry
You did cry.

But your pain is shown through your actions
Through your black feathers that were once an angel wings.

- Death.

Where has this life gone 
Where is your pride, your purpose
When you die, your soul will vanish
You will be lost 

- A ghost
 
And your bones will be as sand.
As you fade away and no one cares.

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This one I posted 2 entries down.

Thinking that this is their body.
Without a care of what I want or who I want to be.
I have no identity.
Their vision is perfection. Preppy. poison of the soul.
And I have no control.

I'm letting go. This is the end.
No more negotiations. I have my limitations.
My attitude is because of you, you've lit the fuse.
And now it's over.
Go think this over.

I'm indepedent
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New one

Stop Looking

Refresh your mind to the conditions once defined.
Time isn’t slow, don’t waste it on those who don’t behold
Dream is but a loss of mind
where we wish we could be on the other side.
Holding down a forgotten sound
Laughter will not be found.

Trapped to insanity
Captive within a soul
For those who dare to behold
A Life within a dream.

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This one I'm still working on; it doesn't make sense and thats the point.

A witness
Beyond remorse

A star
A child
A boy
A girl
life
death
A soul
or two
A knife
A gun
some hate
A nun
A heart
Apart
Without love
Is undone
Don’t leave
Without peace
A tear or cut
A tear

To Drown

Skin for life
And beauty to frown

Greed
A stone
A prick of cold
Sin unfolds

An angel up holds
A human
A loss
A no man with costs
A jail
Or ten
All forbidden until the end
A cry
A voice
Ripped apart since a boy
A cloud
A shadow
Young hearts at battle
Destruction
Fear
Betrayal
We are all here

Nothing
Everything

Everything
Nothing

We are all here
Betrayal
Fear
Destruction
Young hearts at battle
A shadow
A cloud
Ripped apart since a boy
A voice
A cry
All forbidden until the end
Or ten
A jail
A no man with costs
A loss
A human
An angel up holds
Sin unfolds
A prick of cold
A stone
Greed

And beauty to frown
Skin for life

To Drown
A tear
A tear or cut

Without peace
Don’t leave
It’s undone
Without love
Apart
A heart
A nun
some hate
A gun
A knife
or two

A soul
death
life
A girl
A boy
A child
A star

A witness
Beyond remorse

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