Just read a couple of my old olllddd  posts and, wow have things changed.

I'm blank right now. My memories all on here.
What use to be the present, is now so far. Though it feels like seconds ago.

It amazes me. I like this. The whole diary concept.

You see; I've tried and tried to keep a diary. I tried to pull out my pen and paper. It just never worked.
But some how I can find the ability to sit here and type, what use to be every single day.

Though now I can barely find time to do that. How i wish things would slow down and at the same time speed up. Like summer. I want it to be warm and gorgeous now, but, I know when it gets here..it'll be gone in now time. And then, I'll have to wait again.

I believe that everyone should take time to be alone. Write, read, lay in the grass stairing at the sky; whatever.
Hopefully this will keep our human minds from exploding.


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I'm sorry I haven't been here. I feel like I'm letting you guys down.

I'm going to do major updates.

I appreciate your comments <3 It means a lot to me knowing that people read and might possibly feel the same way I do about certain situations.

                                                     

What song is this? Sounds kinda good! ^-^

Maybe I should go read my older posts.. Aw man, I was so naive back then...

It's it'sss by the capricorns - I know hot hot.

Yea, it's interesting to see how much you've changed over the years..and kinda freaky hah.

What you said about writing or just lying in the grass to keep one's head from exploding... is one of the wisest tid-bits of advice out there. It's so important to just sever yourself from reality for even a little while in order to maintain sanity and keep the stree levels down. In our rush-rush hysteria that we call "living" in this society... most people forget that.
I myself am finding that time just keeps on going faster and faster every day. It's disheartening to me most of the time but I think I'm getting to the point now where I'm getting upset that life is passing me by enough to get off my bum more and actually do things... which is good but... I miss being a little kid, totally ignorant of the world and carefree. *sigh* I'll shut up now. I probably typed up more than you did ^_^
Take it easy. And don't forget to watch those clouds float by every once in a while<3

I know what it is like to be going in circles, thinking why can't life slow down. You go faster and faster, and all you want to do is live. To be able to sit by yourself for a minute seems like a treasure.

The best way to slow down is to throw things down, and go outside to watch the clouds.